Venting

Feeling a little frustrated today and in the need to vent.  I'm growing pretty tired of this three year medical journey that I've been through.  Just when I think that they may have eveything figured out and I might actually be on the right track, I find out that I have to see yet another specialist and wait again to try to get an appointment.  Now we're onto an endocronolist to do a wide range of pituitary hormone tests. 

I know it could be so much worse, but on days like today when I already feel pretty yucky, the frustrations just come to a peak.  I'm pretty tired of questioning why and want them to just fix it.  I want to be a great mommy 100% of the time, instead of having to crash so often because I'm so tired.